Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I thought romance was pretty...

Where I am is a mystery to myself and those around me. Not physically but mentally, although I wish I were anywhere but here. Gone, lost but found at the same time. Found in love and happiness. I'm just so up or so down right now. And when I'm neutral I'm not because i'm anxious and confused. I'm worrying about everything.
It's like there's so much going on around me and I can't focus on one thing. I'm restless and barely awake.

I feel like life is escaping me. And I feel like every decision I make is the wrong one. I can never say or do the right thing.

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