I catch the rainfall through the leaking roof

It seems like so often lately that my thoughts are so scattered and ridiculous that I can hardly make sense of it myself. It's funny though, this crazy, random, scatter-brained thought process somehow found a way to seep into my Monday night and take control. I had the most ridiculous 12 hours of my life starting with getting a new piercing then venturing to a dive of a strip-club, complete with a pregnant dancer.

Ultimately, it was discovered that spending nearly 8 hours in a little Saturn can lead to a lot of interesting things. What I'm getting at is, life isn't fun unless you make it that way, spontaneous bar outings lead to good things if you let them ( and not so much if you let a drunk girl out of your sight for 'just enough time to smoke a bowl') and, finally, 'do you think that's a diet coke?'

cautions for you, gingerbread

I want to see everything. I want to stay in cheap hotels and go to corny State Fairs.

My books are in the mail. And I'm enjoying my surroundings as much as possible. I can't complain about too much. I read a fact that said "The average person laughs 15 times a day." Days like yesterday make me happy to be above average.

There are days when I can barely keep up, and days, like today where time drags around me.

We didn't do it for the money, I don't care why

I have such a craving for knowledge and human interaction lately. All I want to do is read a great book with someone and talk about it. I want to take pictures and share the beauty I see with everyone I meet.

love is drunk and love is blind

It's funny the way things work out. The way the world keeps turning no matter what's going on in your life. It's also strange how much dreams impact and mimic active life, for me at least. I spend nearly all my time either working or sleeping and I'm not necessarily complaining. I've been focusing on moving forward and keeping in the present, rather than living in the past.

I've learned a lot. I've learned a lot about love and what it means and when it's gone. I've learned about friends and who I can depend on. I've learned about trust. I've learned what it feels like to give your all in every sense and I've learned what it feels like to not get anything back. And most importantly I've learned how to kiss ass.

I'm becoming more open. Open to those around me, about the opportunities in which they possess.