I don't understand this. I never thought I would be the one who was turned on by and who had to turn on my family. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I was supposed to be the one he liked. But now, over a job, over a motherfucking job everything is different. He's the only person who doesn't think it's a good thing. I'm so angry I can feel it in my body. I am this close to just giving up and walking away.
I know life isn't fair and we can't always have things our way, but this is unfair and I can't back down. I would never forgive myself. I need this.
I just. I can't even form another sentence right now. I have the urge to purge like no one would believe right now.
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